Weird but tired

I've been so tired and busy these days.It really feels good to be this busy sometimes. But I'm Feeling so tired and dont have any energy at all today. Anyways, I'm spending most of my time working toward my choice of going into social work. Some people just give me so much hope while others just scare the crap outta me. I'm still firm on my choice because I can feel it in me that I do want to do this but the uncertainity of whats going to happen and not knowing if Im going to get into the program and getting left in the middle of business mgt program scares me. Top all of this off with dads pressure of graduating etc. Oh well I think I still want to goahead with my choice, its like taking the subway. When the train gives its bell, indicating its closing the doors and u have a nano second to jump in or miss that darn train forever. What are you gonna do?

Maymona

What would I want to write right now? Nothing. What is the purpose of joining the "blogspot"? I read it once somewhere that had an underline message "to learn how to face your fear is to face the fear right in its face". The quote changed a lot in me, I have learned how to deal with things that I wouldn't want or fear to be exact. It's not that joining blogspot was scary for me (NO I wasn;t chanting in my sleep that blogspot is scary, and needed those bladder control things at night) just that part of me just fear letting people know who I am. Just because of the course of events that have happened in the past. Now I'm doing things that I kinda ran away from for example, using my REAL name for this blog(:.