Poetry

This one of my fresher pieces. #109.

Me and her

Just waiting for the touch
She sat in utter loneliness
Today and now she was a new young woman
Her obstacles have been overcome
and She dealt with them with help of her angel
her new desires of loneliness
now nomore haunting
she was at peace with herself
and she wanted to feel it for eternity
the years that went by so painfully
she was cherishing them in these slow moments
with the drop of the rain
a cold shivering breeze
waiting in the line
or be it a strangers beautiful gaze
she was happy
There wasnt a battle with in her anymore
this thought made her more glad
She also thought about her mother
The times they fought, and the years they lost
now she wants to restore that in every second of her time
About herself who she neglected more than anything
and then about her angel
who opened her eyes and pointed out her reflection to her
told her the pain and agony that lil one was going through
who brought her closer to herself
She always thanked him
not because she was obliged
but because he helped her able to sit alone with herself
and find happiness in her own company

Sweeeeeeeeet!

Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows. Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain. People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Oh baby this is Rejection

Okay so I think my weekend started off from the WRONG FOOT or WRONG EVENTS,
Like I said the friday night disasterous event and then saturday me and mom had some argument (which im kinda used to of now), I kinda burned my cheek with the curling iron and to top it off one MORE thing..Hey!! it wouldnt be a bad weekend if it doesnt have a depressing ending to it.
So, I got up in the morning with sasha trying to dig my face out of my hair (hehehe my cutie) and I stood up saw that mail and bills have made it to my address (YEs! before you get paid the bills are already here ) Anyways, I reach to the my mail rack to check my VISA bill and hey guess what I see a letter from my university.

........Okay so before we go to the climax I gotta tell you the background of the issue. I applied for social work program to get in, cuz i finally knew wht I want to do and I was happy and really really really wanted to do it, so I did like seven thousand things that were required to do for the admission things and finally applied for it. And then I just had to sit and wait for a reply......

So I see the letter and from the lil window of envelope I saw "Dear Maimonah". So naturally I was like I think this is it, the letter wasnt thick at all and I kinda assumed you know it might be a no. So I opened and it says "We regreat to inform you that your application could not be approved" and yes ! everything around me blackened out and that was it. The perfectly disastrous ending to a bad bad bad weekend.

Well the question remains what did I do after that?? Nothing really had breakfast and the news is still not sinking in but when it does, the waterworks will start- so till then I'm all good(or i think so).

Muhammad (P.B.U.H) The Last Prophet

I am not really religious. I dont pray five times but I try to respect and follow Islam as much as I can. I consider myself more spiritual instead. Since this post is not about me I am going to shut up and continue with the topic.
Okay so here's the dish, the animated movie has been created by Islam Channel & Fine Media and its about the life of Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h). They have got the permission and all the legal/official consent. The movie does not show Muhammad's face or no sound of his voice either. It's been released in UK cinemas and the trailer and more information can be found on their website. http://www.muhammadthelastprophet.co.uk


For the trailer use the following link:
http://www.muhammadthelastprophet.co.uk/trailer/trailer.html

Bond Ladies

A Friday night Clip:


OMGGG so Me and my sis we plan to go to this place for friday nightt...
We dress up and all hyped up for the place (cuz we heard SOOO much about it)

And MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN was it horrible...!!!

horrible horrible horrible..and that the word for it. I was just like eughhh...there is not crowd here am I at the WRONGGG placeeeeee and the music - dont get me started on that.

Oh well better luck next week.

Girls will be Girls

SO I'm sitting there getting my nails done by Ambie and Ms. Sasha comes and sits right beside me with her toooshy(bum) down and starts watching me and Ambie put nail polish on mine. She sits there patiently and all the while I am chanting in my head "WHatt?? Shashini sitting so patienttlyy?'"

So after Amb is done with my naillls. Guess Ms.WHOOO puts both her paws infront of Ambiee!!..YEs..Sasha, she puts her both paws infront of her and sits there still as a statue with moving till she is done! CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE--- My Babyyy

Yea baby! Sasha and Me - Our Nail Shiiiinin' like BLING BLING-

Monotonousity- Is that even a word?

Life is so monotonous- my routine work lunch work come home and the next it repeats.
Nothing exciting has been happening - Well when did it ever happen.
Yesterday my old crush came to the office and the crush was freshen again - oh so beautiful crush- he is so cute for some reason! and then that's all I need I guess to get down-
for some pathetic reason I get all highschoolish-- im so sad
anyways yeh so back to what I was saying-
Hold on- one thing though I wait for something like that to happen but when it does I dont know how to handle it. Yes I made a fool out of myself. But when it comes to me what else is new. Oh well.
So yeh NOW- I dont like routines- work home sleep work home - I want an adventure- My co-worker is going to a Native Reserve site (sorry if its called something else) and helping out with different stuff. That's exciting.
But back to the crush thing- I get down cuz I know why my reasons of not approaching him - Ahh society and even religion sometimes ties you to norms that just leave you resentful.

Hopefully exciting times are yet to come.

Im buzzin im buzzin NO REALLY I AM!!

Taking cough syrup and going to working drowsy a very fatal combo. You feel like you juss smoked up.YES YES. And I would be talking about this because I was SMART enough to do it. (Tsk tsk tsk. indeed.)

Everyone seems to be talking too fast but everythin is moving reallyy slow...and you are sinking in your chair..hmmmmmm..sounds like a sweet feeling ...its NOT!!!!!