Try

TRY by Nelly Furtado


All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow
the less I know
And I have lived
so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see,
the less I grow
The fewer the seeds
the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try T
hen I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
We are free in our love

Facing the voices in my head

teree soch main
mairee soch main
zameen o aasman ka farq main hai
tu to falaq main hai
aur main sirf uraan per
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this line kept on repeating in my head back and forth, im not good in urdu and dont even know if it correctly written or if it makes sense. I wrote this because I once made a nano second pact that if even once I think I cant do something or its not good enuff I am going to tell myself that I can to see how tru are my fears and how true are those voices in my head that keep on telling me i CANT do it.

baby can u see
that im now pretty
those extra curves are gone
i can see my bones
baby i think im skinny
so love my pretty body
no i wont eat much
i havent done tht in long
so now i can love me
if i lose 10 more pounds
wht a perfect world it would be

Confusion

My Struggle.
Join. me. God.
This is my way
who wants to join- its juss this way

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THATS rightttttt--- read it , memorize it, make a tattoo outta it:P

If I were a time of day, I would be...midnight…dark and beautiful…
If I were an animal, I would be... sasha’s mommy :D a mama german sheppie
If I were a direction, I would be... NE/SW ahah.. then noone cud figure me out…
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be...lovesac..comfyyyyy
If I were a liquid, I would be... champagne.. sweet intoxication..(also haram(i) for muslims lol thts an inside joke(Im a muslim go figure))
If I were a tool, I would be...a sawww ..i don’t know why
If I were a mythical creature, I would be...a valkyrie
If I were a musical instrument, I would be... saxophone
If I were a color, I would be... red.. cuz im feeling red these days
If I were a sound, I would be...laughter
If I were a movie, I would be... constantine
If I were a food, I would be...a bbq steak..YUM
If I were a material, I would be...satin
If I were a word, I would be... curiosity
If I were a facial expression, I would be... a kiss ..if that is an expression
If I were a month, I would be... july …summerrr baby
If I were a day of the week, I would be... saturdayyyy
If I were a planet, I would be.. Neptune..cuz it sounds like a superhero
If I were a tree, I would be... an apple tree
If I were a flower/plant, I would be...daisies
If I were a fruit, I would be... a mango…yum yum
If I were an article of clothing, I would be... jeans
If I were a Disney character, I would be...Pocahontas..cuz she cud connect with nature
If I were an online abbreviation, I would be... T.G.I.F
If I were a hairstyle, I would be..wavy blak hair
If I were a number, I would be... 6662..okay thts not A number
If I were a kitchen device, I would be... a butcher knife..intimidating

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