MotherNature on Menopause

So everyone during December in Toronto was going "OMG it doesnt FEEL like a Canadian winter or LOOK like a Canadian no snow...not even on Christmas...its soo WARM ..its just 0 degrees Celsius. I cant believe it"

WELL they JINXED it:@...grr...its been -28C - -35C these days...its nice when you are under warm comforters with something hot to drink or hot to do ;) ..but NOT when you are walking to Class and the building is 2 minutes away..and your hands under the gloves are so frozen that you cant feel them and are scared that they'll be frostbitten!

Anyways more about the agony of cold..Mothernature Menopaused and gave us the "biggest" snow storm of the winter... i dont really have a problem with that...but a snow storm means ...SNOW SHOVELLINGG and breaking your back. These are some pics i took while shovelling snow - oh and its still snowing outside!

PS: Its my dogs happiest day..since she LOVES snow...she dives in the pile and makes it a mess only to shovel it again ..

Insane moment

Agent 0060-- says:
i wan pineapple so bad
and why? i dunno
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
its okay..are we repeating the convo again?
Agent 0060-- says:
lol
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
dint we jsut talk about it
?
Agent 0060-- says:
shut up
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
longos....
Agent 0060-- says:
just shut up
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
okay no im just checking tht im not the one crazy here
Agent 0060-- says:
lol
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
dont know too much fish can do tht
Agent 0060-- says:
we never talked abt it
a lil too late for that
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
Fuck you..we DIDyeh)
Agent 0060-- says:
waaaaaa?
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
WHT..my emoticon totally changed ewhen i pressed enter
ok...ok...i feel like stewie ...okay
Agent 0060-- says:
eeee yeah weirdo
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
its was this
and i pressed enter it became
how crazy is tht
ME= woohoo
Agent 0060-- says:
lol
lol
(uhmmm mona is gone insane)
Mona - It Dont Matter to the Sun says:
uhmmm mona has gone insane indeed

time ...the battle

its so sad ... when it hits u that ..u are so busy in life with everyone else when u enter ur lil sisters room to see how she is and find her sleeping ..with a new haircut..and u protest "nobody told me about" ..followed by ..ten thousand excuses. But when dont have one second of the day to spend it with your sister. dont see her days living in the same house.....u have noone but urself to blame...
wht got u so busy??
..who got u so busy... ??
i dont know.?.
or i do?

Quote

“A totalitarian regime crushes all autonomous institutions in its drive to seize the human soul” - Arthur M. Schlesinger, Jr.

Try

TRY by Nelly Furtado


All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow
the less I know
And I have lived
so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see,
the less I grow
The fewer the seeds
the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try T
hen I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
We are free in our love

Facing the voices in my head

teree soch main
mairee soch main
zameen o aasman ka farq main hai
tu to falaq main hai
aur main sirf uraan per
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this line kept on repeating in my head back and forth, im not good in urdu and dont even know if it correctly written or if it makes sense. I wrote this because I once made a nano second pact that if even once I think I cant do something or its not good enuff I am going to tell myself that I can to see how tru are my fears and how true are those voices in my head that keep on telling me i CANT do it.

baby can u see
that im now pretty
those extra curves are gone
i can see my bones
baby i think im skinny
so love my pretty body
no i wont eat much
i havent done tht in long
so now i can love me
if i lose 10 more pounds
wht a perfect world it would be